Courage

Sometimes you feel weak

Weakness you yourself don’t know

Your mind and body says ‘NO’

That’s because you feel you ‘can not’.

Thinking much makes you withdraw

From the bevoke of life

Can be said that you are afraid

Can be hard for you, but it’s true.

Getting out is not easy

Getting in is easier.. But don’t be afraid

Focus is everything

Never look back until you have achieved your Goal..

Think Before you Quit

Don’t worry, that is basic human nature

Sometimes you Feel Weak

Just Focus and Focus in your Life.

Fear

My Dad never told me about the word Fear,

Neither was I knowing the meaning of Fear,

Still I was thinking ....was it my brother

Or, the reason for my failure.

I thought for days, and I still

Remember the day my mother told me” you should have fear”

I wondered why!!!!!

I wondered and wondered!!!

May be because ‘Fear’, sometimes made me Good..

I wondered how it could do that...

I have heard of stories of warriors who don’t have Fear...

But my Mother tells me to have Fear....

Why ...why ....why...

I can’t find an answer!!!

Is Fear my Brother or the Destroyer of my Creativity!!! 

MORNING......

THE SHINING CLOUDS YOUR BROTHER! COVERS YOU UP,

EVEN IN THE DARKNESS OF THE SHADOW YOU FEEL SAFE AND;

PEAR THROUGH YOUR BROTHER’S SIDE AND PLAY WITH THE PLANTS,

DON’T YOU FEEL TRIED?

EVERYDAY YOU WAKE ME UP, WITH A SMALL BEAM OF LIGHT

YOU TELL ME, I HAVE COME AND YOU MUST PLAY,

I REFRESHED WITH YOUR FRIEND BEAM, AND

START THINKING, OF THE DAY WHICH HAS NEVER PASSED AWAY....

'FRIEND' IN 'SHIP'

WONDERED!TO SEE THE SADNESS THAT YOU POSSESSED WHEN,

I WAS SAD, AND BLAMING THE WORLD FOR EVERYTHING WRONG …

YOU STOOD BY ME, YET I DOUBTED YOU!!MY FRIEND.

I WAS HAPPY EVERY TIME YOU MADE ME TO..

BUT NEVER CONSIDERED WHAT YOUR MOOD WAS…NEVER!!!DID I.

AND CARRIED ON WITH MY BUSINESS.

SEARCHED FOR YOU FOR HELP, AND HAD YOU WHENEVER I WANTED.

CREATED A WALL OF EXCUSES, WHENEVER YOU NEEDED ME.

 AND THOUGHT OF MYSELF…ONLY ME!!!

BUT NOW WHEN YOU ARE NO MORE AND I LIVE!

WITH EVERY BIT OF HAPPINESS BY YOU, I FELT TO DO SOMETHING..FOR YOU.

BUT WHERE ARE YOU NOW! MY DEAR FRIEND...

NIGHT...

MANY A TIMES I HAVE WONDERED WHY YOU LOOK SO BEAUTIFUL,

IN THE WORLD OUTSIDE ME I KNOW YOU LAY WITH YOUR WIFE,

THE CLOUD!

I WONDERED HOW?

YOU WARE A DRESS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN THE MUSIZ OF APOLLO,

ONE WHICH TWINKLES AND TWINKLES, LIKE ONE FIGHTING ANOTHER,

THE SPIRIT!

I WONDERED WHY?

YOU ARE TOLD TO CONSIST OF GHOSTS BY MY GRANDMOTHER,

AND YOU SPREAD YOUR WINGS LIKE AN EVERLASTING FEAR,

I WONDERED WHO?

YOU THINK LIKE A FOOLISH KING,

THINKING YOU ARE THE BEST AND EVERLASTING,

I WONDERED WHOM?

BUT WHEN THE BURNING BALL RAISES, YOU LOSE EVERYTHING,

THE SPECTRUM OF RAINBOW VIBGYOR TOUCHES YOU AND BECOMES TRUTH,

I CAN’T WONDER ANY MORE BECAUSE YOU ARE GONE!!!

Missing My Guru.....

EACH TIME I WAS GOING TO ASK YOU HOW?          

EACH TIME I FAILED TO ASK YOU HOW?

IS THIS A MISTAKING MY DEAR GURU….

IS THIS A DREAM COME TRUE MY GURU..

EACH TIME I SAW YOU HOLDING A BOOK IN YOUR HAND,

EACH TIME I SAW THE REFRESHMENT IN YOUR PRESENCE,

IS THIS, ONE OF YOUR METHODS OR AN INNOVATIVE TOOL GURU..

IS THIS, ONE OF METHODS OF MOULDING ME GURU…

EACH TIME I HEARD YOU SAY “YOU CAN DO BETTER”, I WONDERED HOW?

EACH TIME I HEARD YOU SPEAK “TRY TO DO”, I WONDERED HOW?

IS THIS!!HOW YOU TRY TO CHANGE ME GURU…

IS THIS!!!HOW YOU TRY TO MAKE ME THINK, GURU…

EACH TIME I THINK TO TEACH YOU HOW?

EACH TIME I THINK TO TELL YOU WHY?

IS THAT!!WRONG MY DEAR GURU..

IS THAT!!BECAUSE YOU ARE THE GURU!!

STILL MY DEAR GURU THERE IS NO ONE WHO CAN TAKE YOUR PLACE,

STILL YOU ARE THE BEST, THE RIGHT ONE..

THAT IS HOW I THINK YOU ARE MY DEAR GURU..

THAT IS WHO THE WORLD THINKS YOU ARE ……. MY GURU….

Lovely Birds....

LOVELY AS A BIRD HE WAS, STILL SHE LOOKED PRETTIER!!

AS THE LONELY LEAVES OF THE TREES HER HAIR,

 SO SMOOTH AS A RABBIT FUR… TOUCHED MY HAND OF STONE,

SOMETHING TOUCHED MY HEART AT THE SAME MOMENT…

LOOKED EVERYDAY HER….I BETWEEN CLASSES AND TALKS WITH MY FRIEND,

DIED TO SEE WHERE SHE WAS…

MY EYES RESEARCHED FOR A REPLAY FOR SWEET SILENT EYES,

THAT WAS A MAGIC!!!MY FRIENDS….

SOMETHING PULLED ME BACK WHEN I SAW HER..

WAS HARD TO EXPLAIN HOW, BUT A POSITIVE FEELING IT GAVE ME,’

FILLED ME WITH THUNDER TO SEE HER ONCE AGAIN,

WAS THIS SO HARD FOR YOU TO CONTROL YOURSELF? FRIENDS MURMURED…

FAR BEHIND THE BENCHES I SAT AND FOUND YOU SMILE,

THOUGHT I HAVE DRANK THE FRENCH WINE AS PURE AS THE FOUNTAIN WATER,

BUT, I LOVED IT!!!!

NO ONE DISTURBING ME AND EVERYTHING DOING THE DUTIES..

HARD IT WAS NOT TO SEE YOU OR FIGHT WITH YOU,

STILL I DID BECAUSE I WAS A HUMAN..

AND YOU CONSIDERED ME AN EGOIST…

HOW WAS THAT POSSIBLE FOR YOU!!!

NEVER MIND!!BECAUSE I LOVED YOU THAT MUCH!!!